I'm not dead! I've been sleeping.

I haven’t drawn or painted anything in nearly 4 years. I am afraid to pick up a pencil and attempt something only to fail and be afraid to do anything for another 4 years. And so it might continue until I die.

But I want to draw again. My mind is filled with images I want to share and things I want to say can no longer be expressed by words alone. There was a time when all I wanted to say I would convey through images as I had a very bad stutter. Though now I am eloquent and I write quite often, my hands stutter when I try to draw.

There is a murder mystery I am writing, I am terribly excited about it but I want it to be illustrated in parts. I cannot find an artist with the right style to share my vision with (who isn't busy with their own projects) and so now I feel that artist I am seeking might just be the artist I once was.